As you known, Beijing is a super big city, with uncountable streets and roads, but I have to choose a way back home. Fortunately, it's not so hard to choose one that I would feel safe to walk, even if I could have dozens of possibilities for a single choice. I know, it's my nature to keep things simple.
However, I could not always keep my choice. Sometimes, I would change a little randomly. Maybe I would walk some strange small path, or even go to an unfamiliar inn to have an extra supper. At that time, I feel refreshed and relaxed by doing so.
OK, here comes a problem. Why not keep myself refreshed and relaxed everyday?
I don't know, indeed. But I guess (yes, to guess my thought), that's because I don't really understand which is the most suitable way for me. It means I choose this way only for its safety -- a safe deal with assurance, not for satisfaction. I need to find a better choice.
Anyway, there should be a trade-off and no best bet. Therefore, I will keep on finding my way to make my life more interesting.
The Big City! That makes me remember a book written by some Hong Kong architects. Its name is The ? City. ? sounds the same as big in Cantonese, and it means crowded.
Life is so magic ... Anyway, we cannot ask for much.
The most important thing is hope, as the tagline of "Shawshank Redemption" :
Fear can hold you prisoner, hope can set you free.
Let's looking forward to the future.
When you are older enough someday, and when you recall to mind on the life ways yo have passed, you would see that the countless haphazard ones were coming from your deep nature. It is you, your real personality drived you to meet those chances......
That is also why I feel strongly now that it is the first thing to me to know myself well!
As the world begin, there is no road on the earth, but after so many people walk , the earth has it.
everybody all have the road , not only in the reality world but also in the spirit wrold. keep finding new freash road in ones life time , I think is the meaning of the life.